After spending months of being unemployed and endless job searches and interviews, I finally found a place that will hire me and hopefully realize how awesome I can be. lol
I've been a real bitch since I've been out of work. I've felt worthless and that anything I did had little or no value. I felt myself falling into a deeper pit of depression and no matter how many pep talks and positive vibes my husband sent me, I didn't see any improvement in sight. But I went on an interview and had a great talk with the manager. I started to feel normal again and felt optimistic - as usual. A few days after my interview, my references started telling me they were getting calls and mails asking for input. Yay! Within a week, I got a call from HR with a job offer!
So I start next week - I'm nervous and excited and freaked out all at once. I'm going to work for another hospital in town, so some of it feels familiar. But it's also very different at the same time, so I'm scared about learning new systems and meeting new coworkers. We all know I'm either a 'delight' to work with, or the whole office hates me. Ugh I wish I could skip ahead six months and already know everything and be settled in already.
Wish me luck! And keep your fingers crossed for me!
