It's a new year. But things don't feel any different - not really.
I feel like I'm in limbo or something. I can't move forward until my boob surgery is gets closer and I can start planning for that. Other wise I'm just doing follow ups - Follow ups for the cancer, follow ups for the breast surgeon, follow ups for the diabetes, follow ups for primary doctor - the list just goes on.
I'm hoping to get a new lymphadema sleeve this year since the one I have is practically falling apart. I'm excited to buy new bras and clothes after my boob surgery is done. There's so much I want to do this year, but is this the year for me? It's hard to look ahead. Two years ago my biggest worry was newly diagnosed diabetes, but then I was diagnosed with breast cancer. A year ago I was getting ready to finish my treatments and have my port removed, but then I lost my job. Ugh!
New years always suck. I used to b optimistic about them, but I feel like God is making fun of me if I do and instead just chooses to prove me wrong.
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